Insignificant Profile of the FOXY mama
Her name is Kajol.typo on da birth certificate so people ended up calling her Fadhillah.
18 yrs of age.
Innova Junior college.
occupation: Free HUG giving Cheerleader.
The Lady is..
hyper.
a bit of a loose cannon.(actuali a lot).
Perpetually smiling.
one hell of a joker.
simple behind all dat chaos.
You do the finding.
The Lady loves..
music.
dancing.
cheerleading.
old school songs.
making music.
performing.
HIGHPERRRNESS.
smiles.
stars.
Flowers!
chocolates.
breakwaters.
beach strolls.
parks.
CHILDREN.
a gentlemen(u hardly find any nowadays).
HUGS.
da smallest most simplest gestures.
the colour RED.
Romance.
MEN IN UNIFORM.SCDF,POLICE,SAF,SOCCERBOYS.(you know my favourite)its in the uniform.=)
The Lady dislikes..
insects.
cats.
darkness.
mean n nasty people.
baad baad people.grr.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
~come please im falling~hey all..dont u find it sad wen things dun werk out but da momst minimal thing u ask for is frenship n yet u dun get it?well...i guess some ppl just need time..while others just wait..while keeping their options open.~show me what its like to be the last one standing~perhaps going out for dinner n maybe a walk at pasiris park wif rahman(ite simei) athelete later.taking a short break before i go full steam for summer test..must pass!!!~teach me wrong from right and i'll show you what i can be~
wif all dat im going thru..i broke down at the beginning.but wen i sat down n tot abt it.hey.i got kristel.i got vicky,syahir n haashir.i got my classmates.i got azi,nisa and aini.i got the cheerleaders.i got the jogging at ite simei.what more can i ask for?i am a happy girl.=)Where did i go wrong i lost a friend.
Somewhere along in this bitterness.
And i would have stayed with you all night.
Had i known how to save a life
~there is no guy devoid of Tebiat~
foxy mama,out.*giggles n bounces off*=)
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Thursday, May 24, 2007
~welcome my love,dont you leave my side~no word could explain what i am feeling right now.the sound of your voice makes me want to cry.yes you.~you have inspired someone~~i got the meaning what the meaning of what fills the heart~~you're the one that i have been searching for all this while~~one who is just a dream~foxy mama,out.cant manage a giggle.let alone bouncing off.sorry.
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007
~izinkanku mencuri bayangan wajahmu~
haha.melayu.
i miss him.
alot.
but he's missing now.
for more den a week.n its taking its toll.
i din expect myself to be so sad.i dun expect to cry.oh but i did.
~im standing on a bridge,waiting in the dark~
would he ever call again?
its hard for me to open my heart up again.n wen i do,the very thing i fear happens.
im open to all valued advice.i need it right now.
~here i go,scream my lungs out trying to get to you~
i wun show dis despondency wen im in skul.my frens deserve beta from me.
~there's nothing but the rain~
sumtin to smile about,my lovely adam dearest is back.i miss him so.
tot i would never see him again.i was patient n he came back.
perhaps i shud do the same wif fad?
im lost.
help me.
~we are strangers starting out on a journey~
cheer camp was great.
colgate is da shit man.
and i got to noe my juniors dat much beta.
especially those i once resent.
cheerleading will take my mind off u.but unfortunately cheer resumes on da 29th of june.
shit.
nevermind,mugg i shall.
~I would have stayed up with you all night had I known how to save a life~
thank you shahdan.
take care ppl.keep smiling.=)
~The scent of vasoline in the summertime~
~The feel of an icecube melting overtime~
~The world seems bigger than both of us~
~Yet it seems so small when I begin to cry~
~It's alright I'm OK~
~I think God can explain~
~I believe I'm the same I get carried away~
~It's alright I'm OK~
~I think God can explain~
~I'm relieved I'm relaxed I'll get over it yet.~
foxy mama,out.
*giggles n bounces off*
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Saturday, May 05, 2007
~you think you know me but you have no idea~its amazing what joy and serenity the most oddest place can give you.jogging in ite simei dose me wonders.and mind you.i dont give two hoots about whoever out there hu wana make an unvalued judgement.cause i know my intentions for being there and so dose the guys.so if you wana go on saying its cause of other agenda's thats why i go there.GO RIGHT AHEAD.i dun care.i enjoy being there and its all that matters.i used to think that these mats were just lyk every oder no life boob watching pervert.but dey proved me wrong uh.can actually have a decent conversation wif dem.and actually feel much better after that.about wat i said once before abt these guys.i shud shove my foot down my throat.its disgusting and revolting how guys make you wait.i refuse to swallow and just smile anymore.yes,im referring to u.im missing my kristel man..urgh...i need a dosage of kristel..yes,dats wat i need.da slenge sisterhood has been emo-ing da pass few days.but i love dem more now more than i did before.yet anoder source of joy.=)I know you're in thereYou can make me waitBut I'm not going to waitIt's the least that I can doJust to tell you face to faceI was lying to myselfNow I'm dying in this hellGirl, I know you're madI can't blame you for being madBut baby, here I amlets see how it goes.foxy mama,out.*giggles n bounces off*Labels: fuckernabe.
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007
~i sit here all alone,looking at you over there~it's labour day.and i feel like crying.~you opened the doors to my heart~never have i ever felt so neglected.never have i felt so ignored.you dont even tell me what kips u away all the time.u dun tell me anything.YET,u want me to understand n just be patient.~do you know the meaning of what fills my heart?~funny how u say u feel lyk as though ur da one who's doing all the chasing where i on the other hand couldnt care less..at this point of time,that is a J.O.K.E.~im so far away from you love~i hear those words u say alrite.i hear it loud and clear. but the thing is.i dun see it happening.i dun feel it.and funi how thats wat matters most.da seeing n feeling,not da listening.~let me pull myself back~dun blame me if i think that there is someone else.im not mad at u.its no biggy.really.~yang selama ini ku cari~(something someone sang)im made to feel as though u dun even make enuf effort to make time for me.how important i am to u?da size of my toe.dats how important i am.~you changed everything~im apparently demanding.so now i ask for nothing.u kip up lyk this,dun even expect anitin more from me.~your presence lights everything in my heart~i deserve everything i give u just as much as u do.so please,be back to how things were.dose times before.when i actually mattered.~you are everything that lights up my life~ur being missed.the question is,does it matter?sori for da emoness all.things haven been so great.medical wise.n wat not.needed someone there,but unfortunately that someone cud be there for everyone else but me.oh well,live with it gurl.i got to fly again yesterday.abit rusty.but hell.im gona gain back my confidence.thank u to my darlings lyk nisa,azi and aini for taking me away to happy land.i love u so much.oh!n i got to see my favourite firefighter jafni.hahahah!stupid pantat turning into a mat.NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!hahaha.derek looks cute.haha.justin oso boleh tahan.hahaha.my men in uniform.HAHA.den bumped into haoren.hu looks extra hot now dat hes in ns.haha.so aniway,dis is it for today.i love kristel.i need her so.i miss iman,oh yes i do.btw.he looked damn hot sia yesterday wen he came back frm da hockey match.hahaha.HOOOOTTTTTT..lyk da *melts* type.distracted me from stunts for a moment.hahahah.kay dah dah.i need a dosage of baizura,slenge the dog and amrit,kecoh the setan.make me smile gurls.ur voice rings in my head.i like this song.=)Share my life, take me for what I amCause I'll never change all my colours for youTake my love, I'll never ask for too muchJust all that you are and everything that you doI don't really need to look very much furtherI don't want to have to go where you don't followI won't hold it back again, this passion insideCan't run from myselfThere's nowhere to hideWell,don't make me close one more doorI don't wanna hurt anymoreStay in my arms if you dareOr must I imagine you therefoxy mama,out.*giggles bounces off*
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