The Lady is..
hyper. a bit of a loose cannon.(actuali a lot). Perpetually smiling. one hell of a joker. simple behind all dat chaos. You do the finding.
The Lady loves..
music. dancing. cheerleading. old school songs. making music. performing. HIGHPERRRNESS. smiles. stars. Flowers! chocolates. breakwaters. beach strolls. parks. CHILDREN. a gentlemen(u hardly find any nowadays). HUGS. da smallest most simplest gestures. the colour RED. Romance. MEN IN UNIFORM.SCDF,POLICE,SAF,SOCCERBOYS.(you know my favourite)its in the uniform.=)
The Lady dislikes..
insects. cats. darkness. mean n nasty people. baad baad people.grr.
~inevitably,you'll be back again~
public apology to all teachers n fellow innovians.never in my life haf i ever been irresponsible,not handing in werk n wat not.now,i seem to reciprocate my werk.my responsibilities thrown aside.right now,i shall try to explain myself.n i do hope u understand.at dis point of my life,i can safely say,tings r just falling apart.ders so much a gurl can take.my father.he mite be going for a sleep he will not wake up from soon.we all dont know wen.skul is goin at such a hectic pace.all dis performances pop outta nowhere one after anoder.n sum of dem is not by choice at all.i dun even haf time for myself.n im so tired i can forget to eat.i barely haf time to sleep.need to study n wat not.
~i watch you die i hear you cry every night in your sleep~
all these haf an adverse effect on my health.me fainting during cheer prac yesterday was just a mere sign.im tired everyone n all i ask is for ur understanding.u may say dis isnt an excuse.i dun blame u.but is compassion too much to ask for?my father,my only priority rite now.if u cant understand wat it means to haf a sickly father hu's oni getting sicker,u can go fuck ur head.he needs me.u dun noe how hard it is to haf to stay strong wen inside ur falling apart.dis happy facade i hold up for all of u,its ever so hard.dis fake smile once again.
~i dont really need to look very much further~
dear yanni,im ever so sorry for not being da best dat i can be for PW.im so sorry.beyond werds.u duno how much it hurt for me to see u so upset n hearing dose werds of anger being said by u.thank u so much for everyting u haf done.ur undeniably a great leader.one of da best i haf seen.its an honour for me to even be able to werk wif u.but im ashamed for not being able to currently offer da best dat i can at dis point of time.i hope u understand.im pushing myself beyond wat my own health can take.i havent even been takin my medication for so long now.i dun haf time.dats how bad it has gotten.if u dun understand dear,its ok.i dun blame u.ders so much u can take to as a leader.n now i offer u da sincerest of apologies cummin straight friom da heart.
~where are you now?~
n its even worse wen ur bestfren throws u away.kicks u wen ur down.
im sorry everyone.do bare with me.im not like this.this is not hu i am.n i haf not seen kristel in sae a month now.it breaks my hart uh.my no 1 gf.n danny n i barely get to meet nimore.yeah.n ders sumone i seem to miss to.he-who-shall-not-be-named.(no,its nto lord voldemort.sheesh.)
~we are strangers starting out on a journey~
now on a lighter note.I MADE NEW J2 FRENS!!!thank u mai.now i can barely bring myself to look at him cuz i feel lyk burying my head in a shithole.so embarassing!!haha!but stil.at least now we noe each oder.haha!n thanks to you,now david noes i tink hes hot!sheesh!wat da.oh well.der r many hot ppl in dis werld.haha!yeah,thnx for tolerating my nonsensication thru triple S.n your 8 am bell plan.hahah!i SUNDENLY luk forward to morning assemblys tho i get kinda scared sumhow.to indulge in "the one wif da ever so big smile".party animal habis!hahah!
~who is that gurl i see,staring straight back at me?~
well then,til my next post which is god noes wen.kip missing me cuz i'll defintely miss u.love al of u many many.stay sexy all u huchi mama's n kip dose beautiful smiles on.*hugs tight tight,kiss many many,sunshine plenty plenty*=)
~well you showed me how it feels,to feel the sky within my reach~
~and i always will remember all the strength u gave to me~
~in my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky~
~in my heart there'll always be a place for you,for all my life~
~i'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere i am~
~There you'll be~
*happy belated 22nd birthday sweet yan.2 years have gone now.hope your happy by Gods side.i love you.i always will.=)*
foxy mama,out.