Insignificant Profile of the FOXY mama
Her name is Kajol.typo on da birth certificate so people ended up calling her Fadhillah.
18 yrs of age.
Innova Junior college.
occupation: Free HUG giving Cheerleader.
The Lady is..
hyper.
a bit of a loose cannon.(actuali a lot).
Perpetually smiling.
one hell of a joker.
simple behind all dat chaos.
You do the finding.
The Lady loves..
music.
dancing.
cheerleading.
old school songs.
making music.
performing.
HIGHPERRRNESS.
smiles.
stars.
Flowers!
chocolates.
breakwaters.
beach strolls.
parks.
CHILDREN.
a gentlemen(u hardly find any nowadays).
HUGS.
da smallest most simplest gestures.
the colour RED.
Romance.
MEN IN UNIFORM.SCDF,POLICE,SAF,SOCCERBOYS.(you know my favourite)its in the uniform.=)
The Lady dislikes..
insects.
cats.
darkness.
mean n nasty people.
baad baad people.grr.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
im back...forgot to do dis for mathilda..hahaha.here goes.7 random tings about myself:1. i take one hour long baths cumming out of da loo lukin lyk a dried prune.2.i tend to stone in da toilet wen i bath in da morning.3.i haf not combed my hair in 3 years.4.i have an imaginary friend,Yogi.5. i haf a habit of giving objects a gender n name.(i sumhow enjoy dis mind u)6.im da joker at home.7.i've been told my farahdhillahs are BIG.(dun ask.haha.)7 things dat scare me:1.motorcycles.2.cats3.THE DARK4.myself5.relationships6.momok7.God7 random songs at da moment:1.there you'll be-faith hill2.doing that thing you do-the wonders3.stop-spice girls4.the call-backstreet boys5.aint no other man-christina aguilera6.i dream-taufik batisah7only one-yellow card7 things i like most:1.seeing people happy n smiling2.CHILDREN3.everyone of my SAC gurlfrens4.going to innova n just havin fun5.being able to find time to b wif my family6.music making7.cheerleading n dancing!!7 people to do dis:1.maisarah2.minah rep3.yanni laser4.deebmon5.shellyrah6.janice sweets7.imanhaf fun darlings!!!=)
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Monday, September 25, 2006
~whip my body so melodic~ITS SOOOOO NEAR DA PROMO'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!maatiii maatii..tentu mati.haha!nevamind must mug mug mug!NO LIFE CAN!hahaha.im in da libraria now.haha.my new pc is bein g a moron can.i miss my lappy.away on holiday in japan!urgh...patience fadh patience.~give me joy in my heart~so aniway..nutin great happened.oh wait.i had a lovely birthday.went to skul wif my kristel!!!!HEEEE!!!had a bad start after dat.kristel was late btw.den wana take cab den tak menjadi cuz da bus came.haha!*bangs head on wall*raech skul late.den rush rush.had to walk a BIG round to da tennis court gate.reach skul n sum pamplo neva see in my life teacher cum catch me for my skirt n blatantly assumes i got caught da day b4.i din mind u.u see da skirt runs up.oh oh.den dis male a bit of hair teacher cum say i must buy a bigger skirt.HELLO!buy a bigger skirt n its loose.buy a smaller one n it either grabs ur butt or runs up ur freakin butt!SHEESH!pisang.study buddy 2 got me an IPOD NANO!!!0643A got me a disney princess bag n pencil case(WIF STATIONARY N CRAYONS) n an aladdin themed snow globe,emo buddy(yi bin) got me assorted perfumes frm body shop,study buddy(sylvia)got me a mug n pencil case,n VICKY,KUMAR,HAASHIR N SYAHIR took kristel n i for FREE lunch at pizzahut n dessert at swensens.I LOVE U ALL BIG BIG!THANK U FOR ALL DA GIFTS N WISHES N HUGS.i love dem all.=)~let me lose my breath~i miss him.but i detest who he has becum.feelingless.~i don't know who you are~im so scared of liking guys.soo sooo sooo scared of getting hurt.so da right ting to do,my plan,is to TAKE TINGS DAMN FREAKIN SLOW.im just...too scared.oh well.random thought: how do u noe wen its da truth or just an excuse?~you said we wouldnt make it so far~I HAF NOT SEEN DANIAL IN 173568347254237595683523643854845632673849034 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!I MISS U SO.DONO HOW MANY TIMES I HAF TO SAY DIS B4 I GET TO SEE U.well..vicky is complaining lyk a gurl now.want to go home.darn kunyang.juz went for hospital appointment for my knee.one word to da appointment.chikadink.btw,happy celebrating ramadhan all my lovely muslim darlings.ramadhan is GOOOOOOOD.project sahur yeah?*winks*=)kip dose beautiful smiles on.*hugs big big,loves many mnay,sunshine plenty plenty*=)~don't think that im not strong~~im the one to take you on~~dont underestimate me boy,i'll make you sorry you were born~~you dont know me,the way you really should~~you sure misunderstood~~so dont call me baby~love does not happen if u just sit there, love is made.foxy mama,out.
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
~just a smile and the rain is gone~
holy madness..the exams r nearing.gosh. i can safely say i wasnt dis scared during the summer tests. relax oni.now.my goodness.somewhat done for econs. id un lyk forward to memorising da big disgusting chunks of history.lit will b unpredictable and maths. maths is no more hanyut,tenggelam is the word for it.haha.gosh,the year went by so quickly.n i can hardly believe i actually made it without Kristel.thank u to all innovians who made this journey just plain lovely for me tho i am defintiely discomforted without Kristel's presence.n yes,you are still inspiring me to study for my promo's n not just sit n wait to fail so can merrily go to poly.
~just another player~
n yes,at da beginning of this year,i wud haf die2 taken up any oppurtunity dat i got to go to poly.but now,i tink if i get retained(hopefully not),i wana stay at innova.i wana do dis for my parents.the many innovians i haf cum to noe haf all suprisingly grown on me. Janice,Amirah,Evelyn,YiBin,Deeben,Fifa,Iman,Hakim,Maisarah,the cheerleaders,The dancers n so many more. BUT,kristel wud b da one factor if id o go to poly.yeah.big decision cummin my way.
~every now and then,you find a special friend~
i miss u so.i try to make myself invisible to u.this is wat u want.me gone.just noe that i miss u.more then u can ever imagine.
~reaches out each time we fall~
starting a new book wif sayeem.n im glad.hope he is too.tho we may haf our differences,i still miss da fun we used to haf.n ppl hu try to destry me.three words to u, Get a life.oh n pls,n to YOU,dis is MY blog.so i am permitted to pen down my feelings n tots.so if u dun lyk.solution: DONT READ.
oh my god,last nite,dis fella from HWA CHONG wana act cool.can walk to his bus line ting he dowan.he wana jump over da bars.SHEESH!den da strap from his bag broke.BIG JOKE BODOH!hahaha!*rolls on floor*n i tot HWA CHONG was da skul for da elite.elite HABES!haha!
~what a girl wants,what a girl needs~
IM STILL MISSING DANIAL.so much.so so so so so so so so much.hope i can see him next thurs.evenif its for 15 mins.n KRISTEL,haiz.i rindu u big big caan.n i miss tokin to mat.haiz,but,sadly,no time.must haf no life for da next few weeks.mug mug mug.loser.haha!oh well.oh n yes,to my cheer senior,maisarah.im always here for u.stress or sad.cum find me.i'll be da clown dat i am n try to put dat beautiful smile back on ur face.I MISS CHEERLEADING!urgh.oh n thnx yibin for ur advice.my emo buddy.*plays violin*oh well.take care ppl.kip smiling.*hugs big big,love many many,sunshine plenty plenty*=)
he comes from a foreign place,an island far away.
intrigues me with every move til im helpless,i'm breathless cant keep my cool.
steals my heart when he takes my hand and we dance to the rythm of the band.
feel his fingertips grip myhips as i slip as we dip into a state of bliss.
my alien fren,we take it slow. =)
foxy mama,out.
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Thursday, September 07, 2006
~you and me we have an oppurtunity~
7th.......our 4 year 2 months.could be.but God had other plans for u.nonetheless, i will make it through. i know that wud be wat u want. though sum day i wud gif my heart to anoder, u'll forever be a part of it.
HELLO TO ALL U CANTIK PPL!!heehee.k sori..i feel high.my blog so my pasal uh! k lemme update update. wait.cant remember wat happened da pass few days. *bangs head on wall* i'll just regugitate wateva dat pops in my head yah. here goes. oh yes, today went to return books n staudy at woodlands lib. ALONE. den bump into hafiz n ain. HOORAY for dem!! den BANQUET(i liikkkeee) den home.
~one last cry,before i leave it all behind~
oh!oh!oh!da oder day, went studying at bedek res macs wif eyecandy. den..hahahha..den..hahahhaha!HAAAAAAAAHAHAHHA!his temasek fren,hikam, played a prank on him. he took his wallet n hid it. poor eyecandy tot he lost it, ran back to da inter all da way up da bus. lyk a poor child he searched for his wallet. n der we were,larfing our butts off. hahaha!but i felt daaamn bad wen he squat n unpack his stuff uh.*sori*oh,but he added on to da joke. hahahahh!i asked him.hahah!how syafiq? hahah!cuz.hahahahha! we were hahaha!gona go 4 dinner u see.n he said wid dat big smile "i watch u eat ah" WAAAAAAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA!!!*rolls on floor* now dats wat u get wen u disturb me.haha!nonetheless,he redeemed himself wen he waited for very long mind u for my bus.n it was getting late.(fadhillah,u gotta b less stubborn.)*thank u ever so much for helping me wif my econs.great help!n THANK U for teman-ing me til my bus came.much appreciated*
~take my hand~
holidays ending EXAMS CUMMING!aaaah!matiii matiii...tentu matii..k nvm..doa plenty plenty.i miss him.yes you.da one wif da hockey stick,brown eyes n wavy hair.da one wif da drumsticks.if u stil dono it is u im tokin abt,dose of u hu noe,pls,smack him REAL hard.
~this is what we dream about~
kristel needs to see dat her relationship is not goin forward.its in a cycle.seeing ppl i love,such as her go thru such tings makes me wana take it even slower wif any guy dat cud possibly be the next dude i date.yeah.he wud be sumone hu cud b a potential husband.must take it sloooow.no more break ups.break ups are stupid.agreed ppl? oh yes,CONGRATULATIONS to deeben son of erm...deeben son of gopalakrishna.sori dono ur surname.haha!u noe,ders a certain sumone hu has moved me to wana stay on in dis skul.i shant say hu dis person is.go ahead n assume,but u may very much be rong.he/she i dono la,sumhow is pushing me without even realising it.n i thank u for cummin into my life=)it is never too late.so yes.=)go ahead.make a guess.
~when i heard you say goodbye~
heres to my niceness syahir.hes a DAMN good guitarist.SUPERB!no im not suckin up.seriusly..its lyk he owns 18 fingers or sumtin..supppppper fast..n yeah....ders nutin more i can say..u gotta go see n hear him for urself.u get da oppurtunity,count it as a blessing.hes a GREAT guitarist=)
~stronger than i've ever been now~
DANIAL!R U READING DIS??I MISS U DEAR DANNYYYYYY!!!!!!shall end here today,penat.gona go study now.kip smiling ppl.TAG LA DEI!heee.toodles!*hugs big big,love many many,sunshine plenty plenty*=)
~i guessed i've learnt,to quiestion is to grow~
~that you still have faith,is all i need to know~
~i've learnt to love,my selfish part of me~
~and i've learnt to walk,the road that i believe~
foxy mama,out.
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Friday, September 01, 2006
~recognise that i could be the one~
hello hello there ever so beautiful people!*flashes a smile* dono wats up wif me,but im lyk listening to sum techno..must be da killer headache i've got.yes,im sick.i sound lyk a man wif my sore throat.my nose lyk one funfair.so runny.bleagh.u shall be discreet wif regards to its contents.haha!boo too viruses.first n foremost, I WANA SAY A BIG THANK U TO DA 43A HOTTIES FOR A GREAT STOMP! PERFORMANCE FOR TEACHER'S DAY!WONDERFUL JOB GUYS!WE ROCKED INNOVA'S BOAT CAN!WOO!!love u ppl=)
~to where you are~
we did dis STOMP! ting for teacher's day.da boys were lukin daaamn HOT n da gurls luk freakin stylo sexy pls.SEK KEBABOM!haha!apologies u guys if i sorta snapped here n der.i hope u understand dat i dun mean to n i just feel so horrible for doing so. anihoo's, i wud lyk to wish syafiq (eyecandy) a belated HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!hope u honestly like ur gift n yeah..its to ur preference of "mat rep" wallets.n kip da 10 bucks.its YOURS.dun even tink of givin it back to me as a bdae gift. dun see it as cash,its lunch in da form of cash. due to circumstances ie,endless teasing we cant get da proper lunch.haha!understanding understooded yeah.dun feel uncomfy.its no biggy=)
~your apologies can never sooth this sting~
moving on. spoke to him dat time. im gona block out all of da negatives. all of it. just. whatever. just a BIG reminder to all of u out der hu's out to bring me down for god noes wat reason.DO NOT,lemme make dis clear DO NOT bring in yan. he has done NOTHING rong to any one of u. so BACK OFF!n ur reason being u were bored?oh go screw a stingray.
your 2 year 8 month death anniversary is soon to come. you still fill my thoughts wen im lonely. your still the first ting on my mind wen i wake up in da morning n da last ting b4 i sleep. though time has passed, i still love u. nontheless, i haf no expectations out of da next guy that cums my way. so that way,everyting he does,makes me smile. yes,i am slowly moving on. rest in peace.
~and you are watching me from up above~
exams r nearing..n i nid to mug. so loser can. but nevamind.im doin dis for them. lately, sumone said dis to me. n its stil ringing in my head. he asked wat do i get frm helping ppl all da time or sumtin lyk dat. i answered. n he said "then who'll help you..?". stil tinkin abt it.
~do not be afraid to take this chance~
well, dis is about all for now. im seriusly missing my DANIAL!thank u for sticking by me.stay hot as ever. kristel i love. mat love i miss u. SAC soulsista's ur always remebered cuz i soo totali miss u ppl. oh wait,b4 i forget,went to da sports clinic.i damage my cartillage n wateva tissue stuffs at my knee.*bangs head on wall* now 3 months he dun lemme dane or cheer. in oder words. im goin to die.haha!well den.take care yea. keep dose beautiful smiles on=)
if u cud hear me,know this.
in my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky
in my heart there'll always be a place for you,for all my life
i'll keep a part of you with me
and everywhere i am,
There you'll be
foxy mama,out.
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